The Flu: A Blessing in Disguise?

I REALLY hate being sick! Besides the pain and discomfort, this flu is stopping me from doing what I want and it is isolating me from people. I am (often way too) proud that I rarely get sick. Well, I am on round 2 in one month with an ugly stomach flu that keeps me home and in bed. I have already canceled a few meetings. But I hate doing that. I usually fight the label of "sick" and refuse to slow down until I am so sick that I can't continue.

Why do I do that? As I have been forced into reflection on this, I have come to a couple of conclusions. My sense of importance often comes from my ability to work and interact with people. I also don't want to disappoint others. Neither of these are bad in themselves but is it possible that I have put too much emphasis on this? Minor illness has a way of humbling you and showing that the world goes on even without your contribution for a few days. It can correct your perspective on how "important" you are.

Surprisingly, God is working His plan in spite of my bed rest. My family seems to be doing alright. Each of the ministry teams with which I work also seem to do alright without me for a few days. Yes, some things have to be put off...but nothing so important that I should lose any sleep over it.

Minor illness is a part of life and sometimes comes without any reason. But sometimes illness can be an indicator that you are not making healthy lifestyle choices or that you are not slowing down when you need to. Often being sick gives you a chance to reflect on things in a way that you wouldn't normally do. Maybe there is a blessing in having to slow down and reflect on your life in a different way during a minor illness. I'll have to think about that some more. But right now it is time for a nap.